[Crane stepped back from the bars, and spoke again with a completely different tone.] Do you what the saddest thing is?

[He didn't wait for an answer.]

Instead of getting yourself together, dealing with your issues and facing your fears, you'd rather just sit there and well in your own self pity. It wasn't your fault that you killed those people. It was the barges fault.

[Crane took a breath, and switched back to a more gentle tone of voice.]

Are you really going to let them do this to you? Undo everything that Jesus gave you?