doctor_j_crane: Crane looking neutral. (Sure/Conern)
doctor_j_crane ([personal profile] doctor_j_crane) wrote2011-11-12 12:23 pm

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Dr Jonathan Crane. [A pause.] I would be particularly interested in individuals that used to be on the barge, if any of you are out there.

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[identity profile] doctor-j-crane.livejournal.com 2011-11-12 10:44 am (UTC)(link)
I can't say that I'm surprised. I just thought that you should know.

Otherwise, things have been much the same here.

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[identity profile] preachyrose.livejournal.com 2011-11-12 10:58 am (UTC)(link)
And with you? How are you?

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[identity profile] doctor-j-crane.livejournal.com 2011-11-12 11:10 am (UTC)(link)
I like to think that my barge survival skills are improving. I also have yet another new warden.

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[identity profile] preachyrose.livejournal.com 2011-11-13 09:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Another one? Anyone I would know?

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[identity profile] doctor-j-crane.livejournal.com 2011-11-15 09:51 am (UTC)(link)
Iago. He killed me recently before graduating and becoming a warden. As you can imagine, I am not pleased.

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[identity profile] preachyrose.livejournal.com 2011-11-15 10:47 am (UTC)(link)
Oh.

My dear Jonathan...you must continue as you were. Prove to him that you can graduate. You have been minding yourself lately, haven't you?

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[identity profile] doctor-j-crane.livejournal.com 2011-11-17 02:13 am (UTC)(link)
I have. I don't know how I can prove it to him. If graduation is based on his judgment, due to our history it's very likely he'll never think that I'm ready.

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[identity profile] preachyrose.livejournal.com 2011-11-17 11:11 am (UTC)(link)
Be a better person than him, Jonathan. If he wishes to be petty, then be strong against it. Soon, hopefully, he will tire of games and graduate you to keep from being bored.

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[identity profile] doctor-j-crane.livejournal.com 2011-11-19 01:21 am (UTC)(link)
You're right. There's little point in stooping to his level. I'd only be wasting my own time.

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[identity profile] preachyrose.livejournal.com 2011-11-19 10:20 am (UTC)(link)
Exactly. So why are you even attempting it?

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[identity profile] doctor-j-crane.livejournal.com 2011-11-21 05:05 am (UTC)(link)
Frustration. Resentment. Petty, unhelpful emotions.

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[identity profile] preachyrose.livejournal.com 2011-11-21 01:06 pm (UTC)(link)
My dear Jonathan, those emotions are helpful.

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[identity profile] doctor-j-crane.livejournal.com 2011-11-23 11:12 pm (UTC)(link)
In what way are they helpful?

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[identity profile] preachyrose.livejournal.com 2011-11-23 11:14 pm (UTC)(link)
By letting you know what something means to you. Frustrating because you want to leave, don't you? Resentment because others have left that you felt unworthy of leaving.

Am I close?

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[identity profile] doctor-j-crane.livejournal.com 2011-11-25 01:15 am (UTC)(link)
You're close. I sometimes wonder why you're not a warden on the barge. You'd be better than any of these people.

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[identity profile] preachyrose.livejournal.com 2011-11-25 01:26 am (UTC)(link)
I'm a teacher, if you've forgotten.

But I've things to do here.

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[identity profile] doctor-j-crane.livejournal.com 2011-11-25 01:38 am (UTC)(link)
I know. And honestly, you'd have to be insane to willingly come back here.

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[identity profile] preachyrose.livejournal.com 2011-11-25 01:57 am (UTC)(link)
I would come back for you. But now that Howie has left, I truly have no reason to return.

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[identity profile] doctor-j-crane.livejournal.com 2011-11-26 09:05 am (UTC)(link)
I understand. You need to live your life.

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[identity profile] preachyrose.livejournal.com 2011-11-26 12:21 pm (UTC)(link)
I do wish you could come here.

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[identity profile] doctor-j-crane.livejournal.com 2011-11-27 09:55 am (UTC)(link)
It's an impossible thing to wish for, sadly.

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[identity profile] preachyrose.livejournal.com 2011-11-27 02:00 pm (UTC)(link)
As impossible as your graduation?

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[identity profile] doctor-j-crane.livejournal.com 2011-12-04 07:00 am (UTC)(link)
Do you think that my graduating is impossible?

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[identity profile] preachyrose.livejournal.com 2011-12-06 11:05 am (UTC)(link)
No, but I think you are beginning to believe that.

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[identity profile] doctor-j-crane.livejournal.com 2011-12-08 05:20 am (UTC)(link)
I certainly used to. It might be impossible with Iago as my warden.