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I don't even need to ask what that was. Changing the 'barge' drugs in the air to some kind of 'cruise' drugs? Amnesia as a side effect isn't even surprising.

To the people I was socialising with on the roof, I assure you, we weren't partaking in anything fatal. Just some recreational materials that I happened to have. No harm done.

To everyone else who I encountered, I am not an accountant. I am a certified psychiatrist, and no, I don't have any 'side businesses.'

OOC: Crane would rather admit to dealing drugs then stealing stuff from the garden and risking exposing the fact he's trying to make a chemical concoction. I may also be slow in responses because I'm pretty sick, but I thought I should get the post up instead of backdating it later. :3

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You are quite right. Prison is quite different from other places. It's more brutal. It's a pity about your family, as well.

You ever fucking been, mate?

Not as an prisoner, no. I sometimes did psychiatric evaluations on prisoners though.

Not the fucking same. You've got no room to talk about fucking prison.

Considering my experience and qualifications in the area, I think I do.

No, fuck off. You don't. All you psychologist folks think you know what it's fucking like, think you can talk to prisoners and watch them and analyse the fuck out of us. But you don't have a fucking clue what prison fucking means until you've been there. You fucking can't and never fucking will.

Psychiatrist, not psychologist. Your rehabilitation will go particularly well if you can't even have a casual conversation with one. Did you have a bad experience in the past, perhaps?

This ain't nothing to do with your profession. It's to do with the fucking fact that you can't really, properly talk or understand something you haven't gone and fucking done yourself.

You can and do. The majority of the information the modern human mind processes is not due to direct stimulus, but through materials that inform you of it indirectly. I can have a complete understanding of prison without ever having been there.

But you won't know what it's like to be a fucking prisoner. And that's what I'm fucking talking about.

I happen to know a great deal about the experience of prisoners. I've written several papers.

Your papers count for shit all. You've never had your freedom taken away from you for seven-fucking-years.

I understand the psychology behind it, which is sufficient, even if I won't be able to convince you that it is. Suffice to say, you are now probably filled with rage and bitterness against the system and life in general.

...actually, I quite fucking like my life. I can't wait to get fucking back to it, remember?

So fuck you.

That's right, just direct your anger at the nearest avalible target. It's called anger displacement and it's hardly a mature response.

Because I couldn't be just a little angry about the fact you're making vast assumptions on my life based on the fact you've done some studies on prisoners, and I was once in fucking prison?

Nooo, not at all. I just hate the world, but you're easier to swear at. Oh, well done, you got me.

Frankly, your denial issues are not my problem. Some anger management wouldn't go awry either.

Mate. This is anger management. Couple of mohtsn ago, your face would have met a wall in a very brutal way. If you can't take a bit of fucking shouting and swearing, get a fucking life.

I'll send you a postcard when I get back to mine, shall I?

Oh, you can send your postcard. I'm sure that prison cell won't be terribly different from the one you have now.

Given that this cell ACTUALLY LOOKS LIKE MY HOUSE?

No, no, it won't. But my family'll be fucking in it, and that's what counts.

I suppose everyone needs a goal in mind, no matter how unrealistic.

As I said. I'll send you a postcard when I get there.

You do that.

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